how to deal with missing out

[c=7700B2][i]i had a lot of problems throughout my life unfortunately, anger problems, mental problems, social problems, i squandered oppurtunity's and wasted them...anyway as a result of all this i missed out on life, i'm 46 now and i missed out on my dreams of finding a partner, a girlfriend....missed out on many other things as well, ive travelled a very dark path.
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[c=4C0073][i]how can i come to terms with that? the fact ive ended up on my own now in my mid 40s? i only have my elderly parents for support, but that's it.[/i][/c]