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I Miss Someone Who Died

Today, I've heard my mom cried about something and I asked what happened. She said this: "Your aunt's dead, she died." With those words, I couldn't believe it. I just.... couldn't believe it. She died of the coronavirus. It attacked her organs and was shutting down one by one. I haven't saw her in a long time and the only way I saw her was through my mom's phone. My aunt and I weren't that close, but we're close enough to be family!

I was praying.... and praying.... and praying.... and praying. It reminds me of my sister who passed away years ago as it was the first AND last time I saw her....

I was so furious, I had to punch something. Even this won't bring her back. It was too late. I'm not sure if I can take it anymore. I lost my sister, I've almost lost my older brother, and now... now my aunt's gone... For good...

She died in the hospital at 5:37 p.m., room being quarantined and all... and her last words, who told my mom, was, "I'm tired..."
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4meAndyou · F
Oh, my dear friend...I am so, so sorry for what has happened. I will pray that your beautiful Aunt be held in the palm of God's hand, so that He may cradle her and bring her with Him to heaven. In death, there is no more pain, and a peace so encompassing and all abiding you and I can barely imagine it.
xSiFiGamer2016x · 22-25, M
@4meAndyou I'm trying not to give up and lose it...
4meAndyou · F
@xSiFiGamer2016x You MUST grieve. You must NOT give up. If I could hold your hand I would...but do nothing right this moment. It is too new and too raw. After my father's death, every time I thought of him for the next two years I would begin crying, and it was not something I wanted to do...it was very inconvenient to feel so deeply and so horribly while I was trying to drive...to work...with red eyes.

I could not even look at his pictures. I had to hide them because I just could not see his face in a photo. But then...suddenly...I could look again. After two years.

And then once I was able to look, I began to remember all the wonderful and funny things he did and said...and when your grief has ended, that is what you will do, too. For your Aunt...to keep her alive and beautiful in your mind.
xSiFiGamer2016x · 22-25, M
@4meAndyou Past ones are always with you if you never forget them. I'll do the same.
4meAndyou · F
@xSiFiGamer2016x 💛💛💛