Well well well

I hate the life I have now.
My husband died, and I cannot find employment.
I cannot afford to keep up the house I am in, and I will run out of money in a year if things do not change.
Everything we had planned for the future is gone
I hate living alone and doing everything alone.
Can I still do it?
I have my doubts.

Far enough to see what happens next. Curiosity has carried me through worse than certainty ever did.

No I like my life now it’s better now

I'm about to pivot

I can’t complain. I am healthy and happy.

Wouldn't be a problem. I grew up in a bad home with nothing so this is paradise.

I can’t keep handling the stress I carry but that is something I’m working on every day.

Not too long for me

I have 11 years until retirement. I cant go on for that long.

I am making some major necessary changes

It's not a choice ...too many people depend on me being around as long as possible...sometimes it's not all about you

Have no choice but to keep going. Content with where I am.. what I have and what I have done.

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