How do I find the life I want to be living?

| love board games. I never get to play them. I don’t have friends, and my boyfriend refuses. Tonight i dragged my boyfriend out to my coworkers birthday (had to beg) to have a few drinks and i finally got to play boardgames. He wouldnt play. It was the most fun ive had in a long, long time. Then we leave and go to our same seedy dive bar where they start doing coke and do the same routine of bathroom- beer - cigarette - repeat, and I sit at a table doing nothing but getting drunker. I dont enjoy that anymore.
I dont know if i ever did. I want boardgames.

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Magicianzini · M

Coke? That's insanity. Boardgames? That's fun. Find someone less insane and more fun to be with.

It sounds like you're already alone. Once you face that, you'll be better off. You'll be able to find someone instead of keep draggin this rock around with you.