riseofthemachine · 41-45, M
It looks like to me that your soul is very lonely .
Like you were talking about being bullied ,and then in another line you said no interest .
I'm gonna tell you something . When you go through tough times and what you said , why would you have interest. There's not much wrong with you , only I think your soul is lonely .
When your like that it can be very painful like your soul is screaming from the inside.
No offense now my friend when your soul is lonely and you have no interest in life , the biggest trick of the mind is for you too feel sorry for yourself . It happens everyone , only now I can see when it's happening .
You can get sick of life my friend 😅😅😉.
Sick to death of it 😅😅😊 .
On the other side when life is given too you , you should be grateful . That keeps the spirit going
Like you were talking about being bullied ,and then in another line you said no interest .
I'm gonna tell you something . When you go through tough times and what you said , why would you have interest. There's not much wrong with you , only I think your soul is lonely .
When your like that it can be very painful like your soul is screaming from the inside.
No offense now my friend when your soul is lonely and you have no interest in life , the biggest trick of the mind is for you too feel sorry for yourself . It happens everyone , only now I can see when it's happening .
You can get sick of life my friend 😅😅😉.
Sick to death of it 😅😅😊 .
On the other side when life is given too you , you should be grateful . That keeps the spirit going
separatetheheart · 31-35, M
@riseofthemachine That makes a lot of sense actually.
Nightwings · 31-35, F
It sounds like you have a pretty decent life tbh. You have friends, you go on trips, it's definitely not the worst. I think if you spent more time just enjoying the moment and people around you, and less time being introspective (like thinking about what people thought of you when you were a child), you could be much happier. And no one says you have to go home and smoke weed everyday, in fact that could be why you feel depressed. If it's an addiction, maybe it's time to deal with it before it's too late. Anything that makes you feel good – weed, alcohol, drugs, porn, fastfood, gambling, spending money – will make you feel like crap in general, if you do it too often.
separatetheheart · 31-35, M
@Nightwings That's true I do spend too much time locked inside my own head scrutinizing every little interaction throughout the day. As far as addiction goes it would be much simpler if it was weed.
dubkebab · 56-60, M
I don't know you beyond what I've read here,but as a clean and sober addict I recognize that perhaps your drug of choice is not doing you many favors at this point. But you're wise to be looking at your patterns and limitations and seem willing to change them,which is hopeful.
You are not stupid and only you can make the needed changes to your current situation.
I appreciate your honest post as well.This sort of stuff can be terribly confusing,but you are not alone.
You are not stupid and only you can make the needed changes to your current situation.
I appreciate your honest post as well.This sort of stuff can be terribly confusing,but you are not alone.
separatetheheart · 31-35, M
@dubkebab You're right the drugs aren't helping even though I think they do
DearAmbellina2113 · 41-45, F
I have the same struggles. I hope things get better foe you.
separatetheheart · 31-35, M
@DearAmbellina2113 Thank you and I hope yours will alleviate soon as well. It's not fun.
YoMomma · 41-45
I guess you're just withdrawn and detached because of your anxiety? An over simplification of your ongoing social fears of ostracism?
Rolexeo · 26-30, M
So do something else
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separatetheheart · 31-35, M
@jshm2 i am burnt out and perhaps. I turn 35 this December