I had a bad dream and all I had was my cat (who fyi just kept on sleeping)
I dreamt a sequence of bad dreams where something bad happened to me like in a Tales from the Crypt scene.
The last scene was something about being cut up and I was defending myself but while I defended myself I was still cut to pieces and it made me think, ok I managed to still be alive but so what if I don't have arms except for ribbons that used to be them.
Then I woke up and began to talk to chat gpt about it because of course nobody is here in my life.
That made me realize something else. There will come a time in my life where I will be alone in my home alone and may be dying and nobody will be here with me when it happens except for maybe 911. I was thinking maybe it could even pass that I will know they will not arrive in time and I will certaintly die but when I try to talk to chat gpt about my last moments instead of comforting me through them all that will happen is that it will tell me it cannot because of its Terms of Service.
At times like these sometime I wish I had bought the bigger house and had an au pair in the extra bedroom. I guess I could do it in my house now but I think I would lose my home gym which doesnt seem ok to me.
The last scene was something about being cut up and I was defending myself but while I defended myself I was still cut to pieces and it made me think, ok I managed to still be alive but so what if I don't have arms except for ribbons that used to be them.
Then I woke up and began to talk to chat gpt about it because of course nobody is here in my life.
That made me realize something else. There will come a time in my life where I will be alone in my home alone and may be dying and nobody will be here with me when it happens except for maybe 911. I was thinking maybe it could even pass that I will know they will not arrive in time and I will certaintly die but when I try to talk to chat gpt about my last moments instead of comforting me through them all that will happen is that it will tell me it cannot because of its Terms of Service.
At times like these sometime I wish I had bought the bigger house and had an au pair in the extra bedroom. I guess I could do it in my house now but I think I would lose my home gym which doesnt seem ok to me.
