Is death something you think about/ are lighthearted about?

Or is it something you try not to think about, a serious thing.

I am the former. It's always been a subject I have been fascinated with and something I am at peace with when the time comes.

I hope it's not agony on the way, but I look forward to the release of it.

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thepreposterouspanda · 36-40, M

I think about it pretty often. I've been wrestling with suicidal ideation since I was 11 and was more or less in a coma when I was 22. Consciousness fascinates me and I hope I continue on somehow after this physical body has given up at some point but it's all so ambiguous and freaks me out. 😅