When does death of a close love one hit you?

Am I ass for not feeling grief for someone close to me that died Friday night.

This is someone I grown up with since grammar school and I'm kinda mad at myself for not feeling grief

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mindstruggle · 31-35, F

You'll find it comes in waves somewhere down the line, and it's different for everybody. The waves never stop coming, and somehow you don't really want them to. But you learn that you'll survive them.

For me, it took years before I wasn’t thinking about it everyday. I still think about it most days and I miss him everyday. I still don't think I've fully recovered from it.