I wish for you

I wish you tears. I wish you sadness. I wish you anger and jealousy and pain. I wish you heartbreak and fear. I wish you to scream your despair at the top of your lungs at any god that would listen. I wish for you to feel the crushing defeat when you tried with all your might and failed. I wish I had no words to comfort you as you cry in my arms...


...because that would mean you lived.