I’m tired…

Ever since my mama passed away, I’ve been half a person. It’s true when they say that when you lose someone you love, you lose a part of yourself. It’s been two weeks since she left and everyday I feel like I’m in limbo. This is my own hell I’m living in and all I do is wonder around trying to find myself and I can’t. I feel I’m this new person and my old one I shed and won’t get back again. This new life is strange and I don’t like it.