I’m tired…

Ever since my mama passed away, I’ve been half a person. It’s true when they say that when you lose someone you love, you lose a part of yourself. It’s been two weeks since she left and everyday I feel like I’m in limbo. This is my own hell I’m living in and all I do is wonder around trying to find myself and I can’t. I feel I’m this new person and my old one I shed and won’t get back again. This new life is strange and I don’t like it.

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goodlil666 · 56-60, M

My condolences about your mother.

Losing my mom was one of the toughest things in my life. She was only 58 yo and I was 35yo. My mom was my hero. She raised my sister and me with little help from anyone , while working her way to the top position in the data processing dept of the largest college book publisher in the world , without a college degree. I was holding one of her hands and my sister was holder her other hand when she took her last breath. I could physically feel something travel down my arm and leave my body when that happened, but I could still feel her presence in the room with us. Things that make you go Humm.

Just remember the good times , she would want you to travel on a be successful navigating life. She is with you every breath you take and every step along the way. It's okay to talk to her sometimes if that helps.