dying in your sleep

am I the only person who doesn't want to go that way?

sure, it would be the less painful way, and I wouldn't feel a thing, though I worry about it.. because I live alone and I might not be found for days- seriously I can go for months without people caring where I am or what I'm doing.
I also don't like lack of awareness.. I want to be aware of what's happening when I die. I want to feel it if that makes sense.