Never Far From My Mind

Self harm? I do that enough with injecting. But, suicide? I'd like to think never, as I was brought up with the church. Life was bliss until just after I left school.

Then it faded to black.

I sometimes find myself romanticising my death, or at least other's lives without me in them...and I mean, without any mention or thought of me....that does feel good.

Life has been one big darkness, until recently. There is some light to be found.

I hold it close to me.

It keeps me going.

🙏