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WildWings If I was in your situation, Id talk about it too.
I dont fear death myself because loved ones have gone before me. It's inevitable.
I just hope you are not in pain. And from what Ive read you have accepted it. I really do hope there is an afterlife and that you will be happy and be healthy again after you transition from this messed up world into a more peaceful one.
Thats how I invision it and hope you do too.