I Think About Death

First I ask "what is this life for?"
If there is no God, then "what is the point?"
There is no point and I can't get interested in it any more.
I am only here til I die and I lost interest in the nothingness
of life. I don't want to do anything that used to seem exciting,
I don't want to go anywhere anymore. I only even continue because
my grandkids need me. So the best of it I make.