My brother is dying...

My brother was diagnosed with a terminal brain cancer a little over a year ago. They tried treatment all this time and have decided he is ready for hospice care. I've been a spiritual person in the past. I've been through losing best friends and family members before. I'm just getting to a point where I'm angry at God. Not sure if there is a God per say. I grew up religious but my experiences have shown me both presence of a greater being and feeling so hopeless that it's easier to believe there's no greater being. Because what greater being what let these awful things happen to people who have lived their lives in the light. Maybe just getting this out but anyone else know how I feel?

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Justenjoyit · 61-69, M

One of my friends has studied alternative medicine and is now practicing it, he told me a few years ago and I pass the information on as I go along in life. He says when people are told by the Drs to go home and get your affairs in order because they cant help anymore with treatment. He can save 4 out of 10 people who come to him in this state, he uses intravenous vitamin c which does not cost that much at all, I think he changes 90euro a time. If you Google intravenous vitamin c for cancer patients its very interesting.