It’s been four month since my daddy’s death

Well two days ago was. I’m still heartbroken and I will never be the same person ever again!! I feel like I’m not allowed to grieve! I WANT MY DADDY BACK! I need him to become back. February 19, 2022 was the day that changed our lives forever. It’s not fair! RIP DADDY 1956-2022
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