I Think About Death

I have thought about ending my life many times. I've thought about the ways to do it and when and where to do it. I've thought about friends and family and how it would affect them. I don't think I've ever thought about what would happen to me though. What does happen when you die? That's a question with an answer we'll never know until we're dead, or will we? If there's an afterlife you'll have your answer, but what if there's nothing? Upon dying your consciousness as we know it just ceases to exist. If that's the truth what a worthless life we live, it's all for nothing isn't.