i have a confession

i am going to make a little confession here, well obviously im a guy but ill be incredibly truthful and tell you that i actually wear those shoes below but not because i like to dress in womens clothes anything like that its just that i actually find them really really comfortable as i have a horrible skin condition (dermatitis) and my skin is extremely sensitive so like when i wear sneakers (especially in the summer months) my feet can get really sweaty and like the laces and tongue start rubbing against my skin so much so that it begins drawing blood and this can be incredibly painful and uncomfortable, so these are kinda the only thing ive found to be comfortable and pain-free to wear and not only that but they let the air into my feet which is sensational for my skin. but of course because i am a guy and im wearing girls shoes this is frowned upon in society and you get the looks, you get the laughs, you get the sniggers but honestly i couldnt give a shit i wear them with pride because no one knows what i go through on a daily basis with my skin and id rather wear a pair of shoes which are "meant" for girls and be pain free than wearing sneakers just to "fit in" and have blood drawn every time i merely want to walk somewhere. PS if you saw a girl wearing a pair of mens sneakers and a mans hoodie and all this no one would a bloody eyelid so why is it so wrong the other way around. you cant want an equal society then have such contradictions like this.
(these are the shoes btw because i dont actually know what theyre meant to be called haha)