I Have a Confession

There's a reason I'm not on here often. I hide this site from my significant other because it's one of the only places I can vent about everything in my life without his opinion and without him getting upset. It used to be that we could tell each other everything, but now that's not the case because he doesn't trust me since something that happened almost 4 years ago. But I have to have somewhere to put my vents where I can just say anything I want without someone judging me. I come here for advice and to let out all my thoughts that I'm not otherwise allowed to let out in fear of having him get upset. Does that make sense? I can't just keep it all bottled in, and it just feels good to put it in a place where no one else knows me. A place where I can just stay anonymous, but at the same time seek advice.