I Have a Confession

Is it breaking up if the other half of a couple leaves to live somewhere else? I'm thinking of trying to live on my own with one of those 6 month leases, just to see what it's like. But he may not approve. Though, he has been talking about teaching me how to pay bills online. I need to know anyway in case something ever happened and I had to survive. Another reason I'm thinking of being on my own for a while is that we can't talk to each other anymore without bringing up the same situation. It's hurting us, so I think it's time that I gave both of us some air. Talking about it all the time and going around in circles is not solving anything. I'm stressed and crying all the time. We need time to think more clearly. I don't want to make things more complicated than they already are, so I just have to do what I think is best. It will be so tough if I decide to do this, but it's not out of the question. I'm scared because I've never done it before. This is why a 6 month lease is the better choice. And it has to be cheap...dirt cheap, but not run down and dumpy with crime all over the place. I need to experience what it is to have to keep my head above water.

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UnexpressedFeelings

No the problem is that you used my emotional feelings towards you and lead me on to believe that we had something more then what there ever was. After the moments we shared that day and after I came to pick you up (I understand that my job stopped that ) and you called me later that day to say that we should not hang out because of his jealousy and telling you not to. That was very shallow of you because you pretty much just made it perfectly clear that you are willing to let someone who you pretty much said you are ready to walk away from dictate when, who, how you can see and act with your friends. Yes I was hiding for a while but then I came back because you begged me to and I thought that we were meant to be something more. You told me all about why you wanted to leave and then I have to offer to just be a friend and help you out in things before your "over-stressed, lazy, slob of a boyfriend decides to even think of helping you to do whatever you want to do, So I get sidelined again.