I Have a Confession

No matter how I feel about both of them, I owe it to my significant other to be faithful and trustworthy. It is the 2 of us in this relationship. He has done nothing on purpose and has not wanted to harm me in anyway. So I must try to make things work. We have never had this big of an issue before. We've never had problems with someone else before until now. The other person has been my weakness. It has never been easy for anyone to take hold of me so strongly. No one besides my significant other has ever succeeded in making my heart jump until now...
But I must put my emotions aside and try to mend the damage I've caused by the things I've said. If things are to go wrong between my significant other and I, I don't want it to be because of another person. I'm not saying I'm going to cut ties with the other. I just know I'm not the cheating kind.

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PoisonLace · 41-45, F

I told you that he said I could go somewhere with you, but he wouldn't like it. I could do it. I want to save both my friendship with you and my relationship with him. It is better to have friendship than nothing at all. You know this. And I understand what you were trying to do when you were here. I am still thinking about your advice, but I'm stepping lightly, trying to figure out how to go about it. It takes time, especially with a 7 year relationship. If you decide to cut ties, then I will feel even more alone than I did before. I missed you so much. Don't leave me in the dark again.