I Have a Confession

No matter how I feel about both of them, I owe it to my significant other to be faithful and trustworthy. It is the 2 of us in this relationship. He has done nothing on purpose and has not wanted to harm me in anyway. So I must try to make things work. We have never had this big of an issue before. We've never had problems with someone else before until now. The other person has been my weakness. It has never been easy for anyone to take hold of me so strongly. No one besides my significant other has ever succeeded in making my heart jump until now...
But I must put my emotions aside and try to mend the damage I've caused by the things I've said. If things are to go wrong between my significant other and I, I don't want it to be because of another person. I'm not saying I'm going to cut ties with the other. I just know I'm not the cheating kind.

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UnexpressedFeelings

No you are not and that is good. After today's phone call and his jealousy about you even being in public around me, That was the final straw. I'm truly sorry for you and hope it gets better for you but I'm not going to play this game anymore. I seriously thought an almost 20 year friendship meant more then cowering down to his crying like a baby and forcing you to hide yourself from a friend of 17 years. I told you that I would make it easy for you and just back away again/ It just really sucks that I have to offer to help you before your boyfriend will get off his lazy ass and be a boyfriend. I'm sorry it turned out this way and I truly hope you find peace and true happiness.

J.

PoisonLace · 41-45, F

I told you that he said I could go somewhere with you, but he wouldn't like it. I could do it. I want to save both my friendship with you and my relationship with him. It is better to have friendship than nothing at all. You know this. And I understand what you were trying to do when you were here. I am still thinking about your advice, but I'm stepping lightly, trying to figure out how to go about it. It takes time, especially with a 7 year relationship. If you decide to cut ties, then I will feel even more alone than I did before. I missed you so much. Don't leave me in the dark again.

UnexpressedFeelings

Your boyfriend has made it quite clear that you are not to be anywhere near me without him close by even in public. I'm sorry but I'm done playing along by his rules. You are letting him force you into letting a 17 year friendship slip away because he is insecure because you will bow to his command.

PoisonLace · 41-45, F

I am not asking you to play a game. And I don't want you to be upset. And I don't want you to run away. The friendship means a lot, truly it does. I didn't say I was going to stop talking to you. I don't want to lose you again.

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