I am cursed with bad luck

I genuinely think I have some of the worst luck imaginable. I mean for the past decade I've pretty much been in the "need to catch a break" type of situation, yet I can never catch a goddamn break. I know what y'all are thinking, work hard, keep my head up, keep trying, all the cliche stuff that people say but none of that makes a damn bit of difference when we all can admit no matter what we do, all of us rely on some luck at not just some but many points in our lives when things are out of our hands. When things are not in my hands, it always goes side ways. Some way, some how, I could say the right things, I could make conscious effort to do better, and it still falls apart, to the small stuff to the bigger stuff, nothing ever goes my way ever. I must've been an evil pos in my past life because oh boy the kind of "luck" that I have and had for the past some years now is just laughable at this point.