Does my stubble make me look untidy and bad? Please mainly women answer this as I want opinion from women.

So as you all know I started growing my beard for the first time now at 25. It's been 13 days since I shaved the last time. But my stubble still looks a bit patchy at parts and looks messy and a bit untidy when I look at myself in the mirrors and I wonder whether I look untidy to women because of that. I look really baby-faced when clean shaved so just trying to grow a beard but it looks patchy and really bad. Also idk I am seeing less changes from 10th to 13th day honestly compared to the first 9 days. What do you feel? Only women answer your opinion