I do feel weird about my fetishes and sometimes I do kinda wish I didn't have them because of how weird and different they are
But than I think about how much fun I have when I live out my fantasies and that honestly there really isn't anything wrong/evil with what I like. I'm just glad I'm not turned on by anything that hurts others and/or is illegal. I may be kinda of embarrassed by what I like, but if I was confronted by anyone about my fetishes I have nothing that I really need to hide. I may get laughed at or have people think I'm weird (which probably wouldn't matter since I'm weird even without my fetish stuff lol) but I wouldn't face any kind of trouble or anything for it. So that's good lol