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I'm dying....pretty young I guess

I won't be surprised if nobody cares 😆😆😆😅

I give it about a year or two.


I feel my body giving up


Multiple hospital visits every other month...

I'm dying...

Oh well...

I did this to myself.

No Dr. Phil send-off
No parade


That's fine......i honestly don't deserve one.


Like REALLY, I dont!


Ive been a terrible brother, son, friend.


The best I can do is be an organ donor.

Hopefully someone else will make better use of them


I don't have a diagnosis but it feels like I'm dying

It seems all those years of drinking are catching up to me.

Suddenly I'm more courageous lol 😆

Just like Heisenberg from Breaking Bad


Don't worry, I'm not a drug dealer.

Heisenberg shouldn't be glorified.

In real life, Heisenberg is a LOSER, an EVIL person


But i can relate to him in the sense that once you know you're dying......you stop caring about the fear


Thats where I'm at now


It's only a matter of time now.

DEFINITELY WONT REACH 35 YEARS OF AGE

My body is shutting down

Nobody likes to think about their death but I've been pretty close a handful of times.


Each time.....I just wanted to die and REST IN PEACE

I didn't tell the doctors the last few times but I wanted to die...because the physical pain on my liver, my heart, my stomach, my esophagus was too much.

Somehow I healed but I kept know I wont make it past 32

I'm dying
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Is this actual fact you were told by the doctors? Or you being afraid that your body is shutting down?

I kinds felt this way when I was drinking heavily also.. go to rehab or something?
It seems like this is all just from drinking, so just quit now. You're still far young enough you could just go on with your life without any consequences.

Seems like you want to die though, that's the true issue here.

It's your choice, but trying to drink yourself to death under 30 is generally not achievable. Stop wasting your life. Go get help and live. What you're doing is useless.
YoMomma ·
what did you do? just drinking? 😳
YoMomma ·
@HermannFegelein oh.. i love laughing at things too.. sorry you are drowning in drinks.. at least you are aware tho i heard that's a first step? some people don't seem to be aware even if you tell them *sigh* they are in some kind of denial
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@YoMomma I don't know for sure if I'm actually dying by diagnosis but I feel my liver aching anf give up on me like it hadnt when i was in my early 20's.

I'll likely be anothsr A&E story. 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😅😆😆😆😅😅😅😊😅😊😊😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆

I wanna die laughing....that way it doesn't sting too much lol

Oh, well
My dumbass drank too much lol

At least I can say that my older more successful brother and my father is more afraid of death than me

Bunch of 🐱's
YoMomma ·
@HermannFegelein awww hope you feel better

 
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