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I'm dying....pretty young I guess

I won't be surprised if nobody cares 😆😆😆😅

I give it about a year or two.


I feel my body giving up


Multiple hospital visits every other month...

I'm dying...

Oh well...

I did this to myself.

No Dr. Phil send-off
No parade


That's fine......i honestly don't deserve one.


Like REALLY, I dont!


Ive been a terrible brother, son, friend.


The best I can do is be an organ donor.

Hopefully someone else will make better use of them


I don't have a diagnosis but it feels like I'm dying

It seems all those years of drinking are catching up to me.

Suddenly I'm more courageous lol 😆

Just like Heisenberg from Breaking Bad


Don't worry, I'm not a drug dealer.

Heisenberg shouldn't be glorified.

In real life, Heisenberg is a LOSER, an EVIL person


But i can relate to him in the sense that once you know you're dying......you stop caring about the fear


Thats where I'm at now


It's only a matter of time now.

DEFINITELY WONT REACH 35 YEARS OF AGE

My body is shutting down

Nobody likes to think about their death but I've been pretty close a handful of times.


Each time.....I just wanted to die and REST IN PEACE

I didn't tell the doctors the last few times but I wanted to die...because the physical pain on my liver, my heart, my stomach, my esophagus was too much.

Somehow I healed but I kept know I wont make it past 32

I'm dying
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YoMomma ·
what did you do? just drinking? 😳
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HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@HermannFegelein maybe I'm a pessimist but so what!. I laugh at life's absurdities 😆
YoMomma ·
@HermannFegelein oh.. i love laughing at things too.. sorry you are drowning in drinks.. at least you are aware tho i heard that's a first step? some people don't seem to be aware even if you tell them *sigh* they are in some kind of denial
HermannFegelein · 26-30, M
@YoMomma I don't know for sure if I'm actually dying by diagnosis but I feel my liver aching anf give up on me like it hadnt when i was in my early 20's.

I'll likely be anothsr A&E story. 😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😅😆😆😆😅😅😅😊😅😊😊😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆😆

I wanna die laughing....that way it doesn't sting too much lol

Oh, well
My dumbass drank too much lol

At least I can say that my older more successful brother and my father is more afraid of death than me

Bunch of 🐱's
YoMomma ·
@HermannFegelein awww hope you feel better