I'm dying....pretty young I guess
I won't be surprised if nobody cares ๐๐๐๐
I give it about a year or two.
I feel my body giving up
Multiple hospital visits every other month...
I'm dying...
Oh well...
I did this to myself.
No Dr. Phil send-off
No parade
That's fine......i honestly don't deserve one.
Like REALLY, I dont!
Ive been a terrible brother, son, friend.
The best I can do is be an organ donor.
Hopefully someone else will make better use of them
I don't have a diagnosis but it feels like I'm dying
It seems all those years of drinking are catching up to me.
Suddenly I'm more courageous lol ๐
Just like Heisenberg from Breaking Bad
Don't worry, I'm not a drug dealer.
Heisenberg shouldn't be glorified.
In real life, Heisenberg is a LOSER, an EVIL person
But i can relate to him in the sense that once you know you're dying......you stop caring about the fear
Thats where I'm at now
It's only a matter of time now.
DEFINITELY WONT REACH 35 YEARS OF AGE
My body is shutting down
Nobody likes to think about their death but I've been pretty close a handful of times.
Each time.....I just wanted to die and REST IN PEACE
I didn't tell the doctors the last few times but I wanted to die...because the physical pain on my liver, my heart, my stomach, my esophagus was too much.
Somehow I healed but I kept know I wont make it past 32
I'm dying
I give it about a year or two.
I feel my body giving up
Multiple hospital visits every other month...
I'm dying...
Oh well...
I did this to myself.
No Dr. Phil send-off
No parade
That's fine......i honestly don't deserve one.
Like REALLY, I dont!
Ive been a terrible brother, son, friend.
The best I can do is be an organ donor.
Hopefully someone else will make better use of them
I don't have a diagnosis but it feels like I'm dying
It seems all those years of drinking are catching up to me.
Suddenly I'm more courageous lol ๐
Just like Heisenberg from Breaking Bad
Don't worry, I'm not a drug dealer.
Heisenberg shouldn't be glorified.
In real life, Heisenberg is a LOSER, an EVIL person
But i can relate to him in the sense that once you know you're dying......you stop caring about the fear
Thats where I'm at now
It's only a matter of time now.
DEFINITELY WONT REACH 35 YEARS OF AGE
My body is shutting down
Nobody likes to think about their death but I've been pretty close a handful of times.
Each time.....I just wanted to die and REST IN PEACE
I didn't tell the doctors the last few times but I wanted to die...because the physical pain on my liver, my heart, my stomach, my esophagus was too much.
Somehow I healed but I kept know I wont make it past 32
I'm dying


