I hate what I just had to do. I hate it so much.

I did the right thing, but I caused hurt. In some people's eyes I am now a betrayer. But I would have been much worse if I didn't tell the truth.

Even the person I helped doesn't really understand.

I feel sick and unsteady. Raw af. Second guessing myself. Replaying. Headache.

Oh and I don't have my good paying job anymore. Likely won't even get paid for the work I did this week.

I need something good to happen soon. Please life.

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SageWanderer · 70-79, M

You did what was right, and it had to be done. Also, I wouldn’t be surprised to find out you were being set up as the fall guy. And you can’t blame the one you helped as they are beyond comprehension of what was going on.

I pray the Universe rewards you for doing the right thing.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@SageWanderer I found out some information today that shocked me. I should never have been in the middle of the family stuff. I kinda knew the man's family was trying to manipulate me. There was some sneaky stuff involved. So I'll likely be in the middle for a while longer but all I have to do is be honest.

My heart is breaking for the lady though. She is going to struggle with this.

It feels like it's all my fault people got hurt and it is

SageWanderer · 70-79, M

@ScreamingFox Don’t blame yourself, people were put in a situation that needed to be resolved. Wish I could offer a hug and a shoulder.