Do you ever think about when you won't be here ?

I mean as in, no longer alive 🥺 I think of it often lately. Having crippling anxiety for years has severely halted my life , aspirations, dreams. And I think, what if I can't heal in time to do what I WANT in this life?
It makes you wonder, how none of our fears or anxieties will matter when we are not here. It's one way I guess to say Eff it! About anything that holds us back.🤔💜