Do you feel like something is missing in your life? Something you just can't put your finger on?

I know part of was missing in my life.
And I think, because I'm not very social, I miss out on companionship.
I have gone back to church and that has helped some.
If I could get rid of this anxiety it'd be easier to feel comfortable going out in society and being a part of it.

I am sorry, my friend. It almost hurts ME that you feel that way. Those feelings are sometimes a longing for things we can't have. Let me assure you that your MATERIAL life is very awesome. You OWN a great many things.

You could travel all around the country, wasting your substance, and exhausting yourself and your wife, and you STILL might not find that wil'o'the wisp that you THINK you need.

I strongly suggest that you turn to God...in a BIG way. You are always praying...for OTHER people.

But ask God to show you what it is that YOU need!

Yeah but living my life one day at a time and doing what needs to be done. I focus on that now. A camper van road trip would be wonderful though.

I used to feel that way. But as of now, No. I am trying hard to reach somewhere but I am enjoying the path.

Having a family