Sometimes I wonder if I'm on the right path

I've left a lot behind in my life in the pursuit of something better in the future, I feel like something is missing. I feel like I don't know who I really am anymore?.

Maybe we know and feel ourselves through other people, and it's a lack of close bonds and connections. I've always found it difficult to open up to others and be myself. But I'm not sure who that really is, or I haven't met my people yet.

I've led an isolated life for the last decade In pursuit of a life worth having, I started from nothing and while I'm proud I'm also feeling alone and sometimes a little hopeless.

There's not much joy really, I'm not sad but not happy either..it's to be expected, I just moved my life in a major way but sometimes I'm afraid of never finding that connection or happiness in my life.