I had a long video chat of almost 3 hours with the guy who came to find me at the mountain home

And he kind of confessed of his interest in me..
I told him I don't even know if I am doing these things any more, explaining that, being on a journey like the one I am in, I have many contradictory voices, regarding getting to that level of closeness.
He understands, as he is in a similar journey himself and that's how we can connect.

I got very stressed though hearing about it.
A part flattered, but mostly anxious.
I am very open though and he isn't pushing or trying. So this feels good.

It's funny because we're.. countries away.. and yet I got stressed..

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WillaKissing · 56-60, M

I can totally relate to you and exactly what you said. Every time I get a PM on here or other sites I am on and hear/read these words (So what are you looking for on here) I cringe and get anxious. Nothing but friendship and acceptance and to post and reply freely.

Eddiesolds · 61-69, M

@WillaKissing I cant stand that neither. Ive told a few of them that they came to me. Lol! I also tell them. Nothing at all. Im really good with just friendships. Its a beautiful thing!!

WillaKissing · 56-60, M

@Eddiesolds Exactly!

ABCDEF7 · M

A level of clarity in the vision, objectives and path to be followed brings the confidence required to take some important decisions in life. The more we understands ourselves, the more smooth life becomes.

Best Wishes :)

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ABCDEF7 · M

@SW-User Thanks, you felt like that. :)

Only when the roots are well built and strong, the trunk and the crown of the tree of your life can be healthy. I guess, I has shared with you the analogy of tree of life.

SW-User

@ABCDEF7 and yet we are perfect just as we are in this moment.

ABCDEF7 · M

@SW-User We, the soul; and our life, the path; are two different things. We are always perfect.

Some believers say it is because God created us(souls) do it ought to be perfect, some say it's because we are part of god(supreme soul), and some say there is only one consciousness/God/us, it's just we can't see/understand it. Three different philosophies, many religions.

Tres13 · 56-60, M

If this is stressing you,making you anxious.End it & move on

Nick1 · 61-69, M

It’s ok as long as you are clear and know what you want in this journey.

SW-User

@Nick1 thank you. I am not rushing anything but also, I am not sure I can take anyone along.

Then there are some days that I wish I would have someone, to take a little break. I don't know if that is clarity. As I said, I am not in a hurry, and so things that aren't true have all the time to fall apart before I engage..