I had a long video chat of almost 3 hours with the guy who came to find me at the mountain home

And he kind of confessed of his interest in me..
I told him I don't even know if I am doing these things any more, explaining that, being on a journey like the one I am in, I have many contradictory voices, regarding getting to that level of closeness.
He understands, as he is in a similar journey himself and that's how we can connect.

I got very stressed though hearing about it.
A part flattered, but mostly anxious.
I am very open though and he isn't pushing or trying. So this feels good.

It's funny because we're.. countries away.. and yet I got stressed..