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I am a loner. I watch people fade away. I go places they won't go.

I fear that will never change. I'm a perpetual outsider because of my personality and appearance.

Who would stand on the edge of the abyss and laugh with me? Cry? Scream? Howl?


Nobody.

On a side note, I thought this was cool. It's so foggy you can't see the top of the ferris wheel! Who wants to ride?!


Nobody.

The only scary part is facing that's who I actually am if I never share...

Nobody.
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You have a way with words, M. I read Swampy's response and honestly I can't beat that. I haven't been properly diagnosed with autism or whatever it is I have, and I still don't get proper treatment. But I have found those few people I get along with, who understand me. I never did get along with popular people or larger groups.

I never found you to be strange or off putting in any way. I would go take those beautiful pictures and howl with you. 🤗
@SinlessOnslaught thank you 🤗
@MarbleMarvel Hugs. If you ever take more pics I would love to see them. They're pretty.
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
I honestly can’t figure out what about you is so off putting because I just don’t see it to be the case. I know you keep telling me, but?? No, I don’t agree.

But I used to feel like this before I was diagnosed with autism and still trying to fit in with the wrong people.

Respectfully, I was wrong about myself and I think you might be wrong about yourself too.

You’re pretty fucking great.
@SwampFlower I just wonder, what does a diagnosis really mean? What gets better?

And thank you, I know you understand. I love ya. I just don't know what to do anymore. Do you think moving would help? I'm not being sensitive when I say where I live is packed with awful people.
SwampFlower · 31-35, F
@MarbleMarvel Just knowing I was wired differently and not fundamentally broken was helpful. Also have me words to express what I had always been feeling but could t explain. And helped me find other who understood.

Moving could help. It did me. But make sure you’re going to something and not just running away from something else, if that makes sense.

Love you too 💕
Matt85 · 36-40, M
i reckon your match is out there somewhere

i think you are cool and beautiful

dont lose hope
being · 36-40, F
The first picture is majestic... truly the raw elements of creation at play. When you can stand this sort of power.. people smell this in you and get scared. I say, keep breathing in the ocean 🌊 let's see what happens
@being you're beautiful. Thank you 🖤 yes, let's see what happens 😌
basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M
I dunno.
You're a lovely person with a great personality actually, that's why I added you.

Plus I think you're physically attractive.
@basilfawlty89 thank you. And I do like myself, I just don't know why I always end up alone.

I've had friends and family, but they passed. I've been places I'm accepted but nobody really sees me. I'm grateful for online friends. The people here that see the real me and don't run off.

Sometimes I think it's because I'm not soft. I seem hard to look at. I wish I was softer but I'm just not.
I am a loner too and sometimes it's fun and sometimes it's depressing.
CrazyMusicLover · 31-35
Those places look so cool. I'd love to walk there when nobody is around.
@CrazyMusicLover it's the best time to go
BlueVeins · 22-25
Kuronekko · 41-45, F
I'll howl with you
there are plenty of men right here even who will take you up on this

👩‍❤‍💋‍👩
@deadinternet plenty of them talk to every woman on SW that will respond
@MarbleMarvel i think it's the same out there too
@deadinternet I don't want that. It's boring

 
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