I am a loner. I watch people fade away. I go places they won't go.

I fear that will never change. I'm a perpetual outsider because of my personality and appearance.

Who would stand on the edge of the abyss and laugh with me? Cry? Scream? Howl?

Nobody.

On a side note, I thought this was cool. It's so foggy you can't see the top of the ferris wheel! Who wants to ride?!

Nobody.

The only scary part is facing that's who I actually am if I never share...

Nobody.

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basilfawlty89 · 36-40, M

I dunno.
You're a lovely person with a great personality actually, that's why I added you.

Plus I think you're physically attractive.

MarbleMarvel

@basilfawlty89 thank you. And I do like myself, I just don't know why I always end up alone.

I've had friends and family, but they passed. I've been places I'm accepted but nobody really sees me. I'm grateful for online friends. The people here that see the real me and don't run off.

Sometimes I think it's because I'm not soft. I seem hard to look at. I wish I was softer but I'm just not.