I feel homeless once more...

It's an ongoing issue I haven't discussed with you since it's making me uncomfortable.
I grew up in a house where privacy wasn't a concept anyone was informed about.
Living with my mom again I'm experiencing a similar thing.
She's very often babysitting my two nieces and one more little boy but the house only has two rooms so I end up with the kids around.
I've been waiting for my days off and now that I got them, all three kids and very sick and all of them are in the house.
I feel I've no space and so I packed and went out.
I used to be living like this through my teenage years, homeless almost. I'd return home from school and find a chaos from which I'd run to the beach or the forest...
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I'm craving for roots and I just.. can't ...