I'm usually taking responsibility for my actions but right now I can't help it

But think how every guy I've been with been injecting me with generous dosages of sorrow. Or maybe I'm just absorbent.
I'll just stay away. But I felt like I was doing well and then I stupidly slept with that guy. I so much regret that.
I didn't care about myself. I feel bad for not treating me right.
Anyways, I'm just mumbling around.

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Matt85 · 36-40, M

I did notice you go from happy and energetic to jaded. I guess you really don't like your decisions.
Try not to beat yourself up. People do this kind of thing all the time.

SW-User

@Matt85 I wasn't sleeping with anyone for so long. Then I went for the wrong person again, how can I even trust myself

Matt85 · 36-40, M

@SW-User Don't let yourself go to that place where you felt like it was a good idea. I'd say pray, that's what I do when my will power is about to fail but I know youre not really sure about that kind of thing.

ninalanyon · 61-69, T

@SW-User If it's been a long time then perhaps you are just out of practice.