I have difficulties looking for a job

I think finding a job is one of the hardest things to do in life. You are constantly trying. You feel like giving up. No one bothers to answer back. It is a lot of organization and effort. Try networking. Sometimes that helps. These days it can take up to a year or more to get a job. You may try looking at a distant city. Cities have more opportunities. You may have to lower your expectations for what you think you want. Good luck. Never give up. Be kind to yourself. It is a hard task.