Most things are not really worth getting upset over; keep a calm spirit. I only have maybe 10 good years left - maybe. It's worth putting myself out there and trying to give some of my hard-earned wisdom to others. And, forgiveness is essential.
I'm learning to be quieter too. Also, I'm allowing more mistakes to myself somehow. Somehow. And one more, I'm deeply happier, like I laugh from depth, more relaxed..
I'm not cut out for relationships it seems. Friendship or love capacity. By me feeling unworthy of them, I've never asserted my desire to have them around instead I wait for them to call me. Consequently it does the opposite. It's a bad "habit" and one incredibly hard to break.
As I get older I learning that government or the elite don't care about citizens. Both Democrats and Republicans are secretly both on the same side. Their are just their to cause distraction. Just like magicians do with watch this hand, while the other other does the trick.
