New baby life

Our sweet baby girl is doing well. She is putting on some weight and is officially named. I think her body finally told her she needs to sleep because she sleeps a lot now in short but regular naps. I’m relieved that she’s kind of doing what she should be now and she isn’t so incredibly fussy. Still fusses a lot but it’s improving and she’s content when I wear her. Life these days is just about keeping the tiniest human I’ve ever seen fed and dry and burped. That’s our day on repeat. I can make up a bottle in my sleep now. Feels like we make a thousand a day. I dream about counting scoops of baby formula

I’m scared to take her out still so I just stay home and my husband takes the big girls out. I was going to take her for a walk today and then I had visions of myself tripping over and falling on my face with her in the baby carrier on my front. I decided it was foreshadowing and we stayed home.

I haven’t left the house since bringing her home but I am almost brave enough! Soon…