Update on my life lol

So October 19th just two months after we found out my aunt had cancer she passed away😭 .. early December my husband and I got in a very bad fight and he ended up putting his hands on me . I took our kids and left him, we stayed w my mom until early January when I had to leave there . My mom is NOT an easy person to live with & we fought a lot while staying with her . (Side note she’s the type of parent that thinks parenting is done once u turn 18 , both me and my sis got kicked out of the house as soon as we were 18 so she was not happy when I asked if I could come back home temporarily 🙄) after leaving my mothers house I stayed w a friend for awhile and contemplated on killing myself quite a bit. now we’re back with my husband bc we had nowhere else to go 🫥 but we’re getting along ok I guess . If I’ve talked to you before I told you how much we fight and how mean he sometimes was to me .. this was the first time he ever put his hands on me and it scared me
I’m on meds now for depression and doing a lot better .
my girls turned 1 on January 10th & 3 on February 11th 💕