I don't think I'll ever....

....understand what it is about myself that makes me so repulsive. I rack my brain about it all the time. Every.... single.... day. It never stops. The only conclusion I can ever draw is that.... I'm not enough. I'm never enough. I never have been.

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userfawkes1105

This happens when ur idea of your identity is not in sync with your actually identity. Try to empty your thoughts more and meet your real identity. When u find issues or short comings in ur real identity find a peace with them. Some can be changed with your effort and time. Some won’t change that’s where u have to learn the reason for that duality. The negatives we cary are for a reason but we see why until we chance our perception. If u had the faith to move the mountain you wouldn’t because you would understand why it was there to big in with and in it’s place it be perfect you would never move it. Love for self comes from within.

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@userfawkes1105 Could be.... I'll try to remember that.

CestManan · 46-50, F

A lot of people feel that way about themselves. Then we start reflecting on past failures and rejections.

All I can say is there isn't much rhyme nor reason as to why some people seem to succeed and others do not. There is all the logic in the world as to why but then we see conflicting scenarios to that.

I think the main person someone needs to be good enough for is him or herself.

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@CestManan Well.... it's good to know I'm not alone, I guess? I don't know.

CestManan · 46-50, F

@KingNewb What triggered this thread anyways?

I mean it is true that most people feel like losers at times but what happened specifically?

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@CestManan Nothing specific, it's how I've felt for several years. Negative self-reflection isn't anything new for me.

PuppetOnStrings

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@PuppetOnStrings If only that were real. Truth is, I'm nothing special.

PuppetOnStrings

@KingNewb 💙 ..

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

What makes you think you are repulsive?

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@CrazyMusicLover I don't have any friends. Whenever I attempt to interact with others, the only ones that reply do so out of pity.

CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

@KingNewb How do you know it is out of pity?

KingNewb · 31-35, M

@CrazyMusicLover Because no one ever talks to me unless I reach out first. The conversations also never last more than a few minutes.

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