Another day wasted........story of my life. I wanna be able to travel. I wanna be able to go out. Being poor sucks. Having no friends sucks. I never go anywhere or do anything. It feels like I'm the only one who's always just stuck. Stuck doing nothing. Stuck being a... See More »
I can't stop........I don't understand what's happening. Every time I tell myself I can't spend money, I do it anyway. It's no small amount either (for me). It's hundreds and thousands. After I realize how much I've spent, I get increasingly stressed out. I never... See More »
I don't even know........how to express myself. I'm not mad, I don't feel more stressed than normal. I'm just.... sad. I woke up feeling sad and just.... I don't know, defeated I guess? I'm not even sure what's going on. This isn't like my normal posts where I hate... See More »
I don't think I'll ever........understand what it is about myself that makes me so repulsive. I rack my brain about it all the time. Every.... single.... day. It never stops. The only conclusion I can ever draw is that.... I'm not enough. I'm never enough. I never have been.
