I don't even know........how to express myself. I'm not mad, I don't feel more stressed than normal. I'm just.... sad. I woke up feeling sad and just.... I don't know, defeated I guess? I'm not even sure what's going on. This isn't like my normal posts where I hate...See More »
I don't think I'll ever........understand what it is about myself that makes me so repulsive. I rack my brain about it all the time. Every.... single.... day. It never stops. The only conclusion I can ever draw is that.... I'm not enough. I'm never enough. I never have been.
