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When I think about it, I’m genetically inferior and wouldn’t of been born alive if not for science…

Maybe that’s why I’m so invisible and useless to people. I’m not really supposed to be here. My genes should die out asap 😆

Half joking, half not. Maybe it’s true and that’s how I ended up with no pack. I’m meant to die alone, an outsider.
I feel too many people feel invisible... far, far, too common.

It's not a bad thing to be away from the pack. Imagine having to conform all your thoughts, wants, and desires into this thing called life. I'd never keep up with them. They can have it. The outsider, is never truly alone, in thy mind's eye, as they get to feel their selves. I understand the feeling of longing for a companion, yet just living alone, being your beautiful self (all flaws in all, every wart plastered to the hammock)

My father was a foster child, never truly had a place of belonging, until he had children. You could say that was society giving him a home. Where he saw himself taken from. Those questions, I have, have lingered with me. But the questions are for naught, we are just [b]here[/b]. And I mean this thing called life, as if we bring up why are we on SW.... my god. 😉
My mom had difficulties with her pregnancy with me and I shouldn't have been alive either. I don't know what happened but I know she had to get a hysterectomy because of it and I was born a few weeks premature.
CopperFox420 · 36-40, F
@LostNForgotten I dunno. I feel full of love, but nobody has ever really shared with me. I just give until I realize I don’t mean anything except what I provide. Like a fucking extra
@CopperFox420 I hope one day you don't feel like an extra. You should never feel that, if you are made to feel that, they are the extra in your life you don't need. They don't deserve you, if they make you feel this way.
DearAmbellina2113 · 41-45, F
Girl, sometimes you take my own thoughts and type them here. 😯 I was born with the umbilical cord twisted around my neck and I almost died. I always wonder if maybe the reason why I've never fit in and never had anything I've tried end successfully, is because I am not supposed to even be here.
You are going wendigo with these thoughts. Of course you belong. Of course you are a gorgeous soul. Rage against the dying of the light
whowasthatmaskedman · 70-79, M
But its you who decides if you need a pack.. Covid has given a lot of people a new perspective..😷
Muthafukajones · 46-50, M
What sort of genetic issues do you have?
CopperFox420 · 36-40, F
@Muthafukajones I’m just a dumpy white person. My legs are crooked, my heart beat is irregular and I was born to a diabetic. So swollen and sick they had to cut me out. I should be dead.
Mithraia · 31-35, M
Please, lets talk in DM...

 
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