When I think about it, I’m genetically inferior and wouldn’t of been born alive if not for science…

Maybe that’s why I’m so invisible and useless to people. I’m not really supposed to be here. My genes should die out asap 😆

Half joking, half not. Maybe it’s true and that’s how I ended up with no pack. I’m meant to die alone, an outsider.

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Lostpoet · M

My mom had difficulties with her pregnancy with me and I shouldn't have been alive either. I don't know what happened but I know she had to get a hysterectomy because of it and I was born a few weeks premature.

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@Lostpoet Strange how at first someone made such a fuss to bring you into the world, but maybe nature didn’t want us?

Lostpoet · M

@AlchemyFox Truth. Honestly looking back at my past I could have done without all of it and just went back into the earth at the beginning.

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@Lostpoet all the passion we feel, just a longing for meaning that we never had.

Lostpoet · M

@AlchemyFox Or maybe never can have. Not everyone story is a fairytale. I don't know about you but love is something the Others share. Has always been my experience.

AlchemyFox · 36-40, F

@Lostpoet I dunno. I feel full of love, but nobody has ever really shared with me. I just give until I realize I don’t mean anything except what I provide. Like a fucking extra

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thewindupbirdchronicles · 46-50, M

@AlchemyFox I hope one day you don't feel like an extra. You should never feel that, if you are made to feel that, they are the extra in your life you don't need. They don't deserve you, if they make you feel this way.