Can't sleep 😴💡🛌

I am four years old sitting in a hamburger fastfood place with my mom she is upset and the drink I'm drinking out of has a plastic head and a crazy straw in the shape of a star. My mom's eyes are deep blue and watery these are the only images in that memory sometimes these keep me up at night.

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Lemony1199 · F

I think it's because you have deep thoughts, I do cause I never forget how my Mom eyes were just full of sadness and sorrow in past even now while she try to smile I still find that when I took a glance at her, it can't be described in words.

Jenny1234 · 51-55, F

Do you not have your mom anymore?

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sspec

@Lostpoet I see! 🤨 Collecting sympathies!

Lostpoet · M

@sspec It was a sweet suggestion on your part though. 🫂♥️thank you.

sspec

@Lostpoet 😠 Alright then!

calicuz · 56-60, M

Be content knowing that whatever she was gong through she took you somewhere fun, so as not to trouble you with her worries.

Redstar · 36-40, M

Have you asked her about it?

Lostpoet · M

@Redstar Nope, I've never once brought it up I don't even think I asked her when I was four years old. I know I was four because that's the only time I was ever alone with my mom and I don't remember any of my other siblings being there. It was probably just an argument between her and my dad, but I remember her face looked so depleted and like she didn't want to be there. Maybe a little midlife regrets because if I was four she would have been 37. I feel bad for my mom she went straight from being a daughter to a mother without anytime of her own in-between. But this really is keeping me up thinking about it.

SStarfish ·

If she was that upset she probably still remembers too.. i don't see any harm in asking her about it unless what she was crying about is still secret.. @Lostpoet

TheLordOfHell · 41-45

Damn good memory

Lostpoet · M

@TheLordOfHell it's a weird one more vivid than it probably should have been. I think the crazy straw and plastic top head blew my little kid mind and then I noticed my mom being upset about something.

TheLordOfHell · 41-45

@Lostpoet It's crazy what we remember, and from how long ago

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