Can't sleep 😴💡🛌

I am four years old sitting in a hamburger fastfood place with my mom she is upset and the drink I'm drinking out of has a plastic head and a crazy straw in the shape of a star. My mom's eyes are deep blue and watery these are the only images in that memory sometimes these keep me up at night.

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Redstar · 36-40, M

Have you asked her about it?

Lostpoet · M

@Redstar Nope, I've never once brought it up I don't even think I asked her when I was four years old. I know I was four because that's the only time I was ever alone with my mom and I don't remember any of my other siblings being there. It was probably just an argument between her and my dad, but I remember her face looked so depleted and like she didn't want to be there. Maybe a little midlife regrets because if I was four she would have been 37. I feel bad for my mom she went straight from being a daughter to a mother without anytime of her own in-between. But this really is keeping me up thinking about it.

YoMomma ·

If she was that upset she probably still remembers too.. i don't see any harm in asking her about it unless what she was crying about is still secret.. @Lostpoet