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What am I supposed to do?

What am I supposed to do? This question constantly torments my mind, causes me pain and extreme anxiety. Unfortunately it's a question I will never have an answer to. What should I do with my life? there's no answer to that question for me! People expect me to have that figured out but the only thing that I have figured out is that people in general will not allow me to create a lifestyle,a career,a calling etc..

People are the problem and reason I cannot have a life, or be a part of society. People are cruel, restictive and close minded. Their stubbornness and general prejudice will always prevent me from being anything or having anything of significance.

We live in a closed door society; rather than a place of opportunity it is a place of opression.
I have gotten to the point where the cruelty of people has utterly ruined any chance I had of experiencing life, love, culture, friendship etc.

Through peoples sheer hatred I have lost all hope of and thus ability to move forward. There is simply no point of existing in a world with this much predjudice and discrimination.
DCarey · 46-50, M
The moment I stopped caring what other people thought and pushed back against the pushers was the moment I gained control of my life.
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@DCarey Good. im happy that worked for you. Ive definitely gone that route,but mostly it just leads to more and greater opposition.
DCarey · 46-50, M
@Sebastianblack You need to top giving a f--- about your opposition.
I dont know what you are supposed to do. What do you want to do?
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@nonsensiclesnail ahh,you don't have any posts? That's ok. Are you knew here? im not judging. just curious.
😬 I deleted them before I left this last time. @Sebastianblack I dont like leaving a lot of me to hang around when im not here.
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@nonsensiclesnail I get it.Some people will look to use any info they can against you. Haters are always lurking around the corner.
SW-User
If you can not move through life from how other people act, I will suggest taking stalk and therapy. Though I imagine you have words against that might you saying no to such preposterous idea..
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User i wouldn't mind therapy.
Steve42 · 56-60, M
Find something legal that you like to do, build a life around it.
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@Steve42 thank you,ill take it into account.
Chickie · F
Sometimes I just hate everyone on this miserable planet sometimes I want to kill myself.
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@Chickie Although that is an extreme way of thinking,I definitely relate. I have felt that way occasionally. Its painful.
My heart goes out to you. i pray we both can find peace.
SW-User
Why did they hate you?
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User Thats a fair and honest question. I've thought about it, alot. Theres just so many different instances through out my life. Maybe its partially that I don't back down? i dont submit,and i don't kiss butt. lol sorry but its true. can you blame me? ive blamed myself for a lot in the past.
SW-User
@Sebastianblack no. I admire that. I've found when I show my teeth people back down but when I'm more open I get attacked. Maybe it is a gender difference or maybe I'm just scarier 🤗
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@SW-User Its kind of a gender thing. Don't get me wrong, there's always exceptions but men tend to attack and continue their attack relentlessly. however,women can be equally hateful or worse.
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Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@swirlie completely wrong.
Sebastianblack · 36-40, M
@swirlie your statement is arrogant and offensive.

 
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